In my astrological circles, people are cashing in their interpretations of the event. (See here and here.) “How’s the eclipse effecting you?” is the hot topic.
If I were to get into this discussion:
The eclipse fell within a degree of my natal Moon. They say transits to the Moon correlate with domestic issues, or matters concerning one’s mother. Today was the first time my mother and I have gone home together since she split up with my dad earlier this year, and since her and I both moved to the city. It wasn’t momentous. She grabbed a few more of her things, and I blogged. Dad wasn’t home.
She just called to relay this bit of news to me, though:
Mother: I just spoke with [a mutual friend] a bit ago, and guess what she told me? Apparently your father went to chat with her today. Said he knows I’m staying around [Town X] from checking my receipts - where I’m buying groceries, where I’m getting my nails done. He’s been snooping around again. I thought this craziness was over.
Eclipses occur at new moons, which are about new beginnings. But some of us have more trouble starting over than others…
Update:
The Moon also stirs our subconscious minds. I woke up this morning - or, half-woke - dreaming I heard my father’s voice. He doesn’t actually know where I’m living now: Mother and I figured we’d tell him after the mourning stage is complete, or else he’d be here all the time, pining away for reconcilement. Nevertheless, I lay in bed for while, trying to discern if the voice was real…
2 comments:
I just went through your posts on the family tag. It's always painful to be stuck in the middle of a family breakdown. It's one of those experiences where one has a big stake on the outcome but little influence on the proceedings. Big hug.
@ Rob - I'm very late on responding to this, but thanks for the encouragement. Return hug.
Post a Comment
What do you think?